Okay so i post a bunch of random things on here, mostly stuff that is floating around my head. I had plans with a girl who flakes well, lets say more than 60% of the time. I made plans with this girl a week ago to go see the new twilight movie.(yes i know you don't have to say) she said yes and i knew she was a flake so i repeatedly asked her every other day to make sure she was still going and low and behold she is not. Then she threw this guilt trip "I understand if you never want to talk to me again" and honestly i feel i have given her too many opportunities and she continues to burn me. I talk a big game about how i want someone to challenge me, but a the end of the day i want someone to watch movies with. i want someone who doesn't flake on me, i want someone who listens and cares if she misses. I honestly am done with trying to keep this girl. We dated for 3 years and our relationship was awful. Why am i even trying with this girl? i guess the answer has always been in front of me i've just never wanted to admit it. I am afraid of ending up alone. I have had other girls and tried other relationships but I don't want to "settle" i know that sounds harsh but it wouldn't be fair to me or the girl. I want to find someone who wants to see me as much as i want to see them. Wishful thinking but i hate this feeling.
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