Talk about a restless night last night. I could not fall asleep. The sleeping pills i took didn't do a damn thing. I usually have no problem falling asleep especially when i take sleep aids. I always seem to have these nights after a break up. The last time i had one i stayed up and watched "Dr Horribles Sing Along Blog" starring Neil Patrick Harris (NPH) which was amazing. The no sleep only lasted about 3 days, but after a three year relationship i think it's going to be a very long winter. I felt like a little kid who couldn't go to sleep Christmas eve because he knew Santa was dropping off all his Ninja Turtles and gameboys. Man those were the days. I'd be up at 5am checking all the presents. I remember being up so early i'd watch episodes of Mash on my little 13'' TV with the rabbit ears. They sure don't make toys like that anymore. But anyway i am going really off tangent here. The point is everyone has their own methods to get over a significant other it all depends on how you want to do it. I am so quick to say i will get over someone but it takes time. I'm a hypocrite, i tell my friends that you should never let someone affect how you live your life. But here i am staring at my ceiling remembering a much simpler time. When i had Ninja Turtles. I mean cmon how awesome were the turles? Leonardo was by far my favorite. Again i digress. I am at my desk at work and as easy as it is for me to say i will get over this girl, i say it with confidence because i know i can. It will definitely not be easy but what else can you do. Watch romantic comedies, stuff my face with ice cream and lounge around in sweats? I do that on a regular basis anyway so it wouldn't be much out of the ordinary. I really do wish her nothing but the best and i hope she finds that special person.
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